BRUNO HELLER 

Come here and tell these people ,what you did , with what purpose , just write it and never answer any question than go to your bed and slip tight with a mind of emptiness.

While doing this, please use your  "marvelous" intelligence and make people understand that the one who writes here is you. 

DO IT , BE RESPECTFULL TO YOUR AUDIENCE BE A MAN 

Afterwards, quit this job , deposit the money you earn to some risk free bonds or real estate and live the country ,move to Argentina to green hillsides ,die there lonely while jerking off.